It is hard to believe that my first semester as a college student is almost over. I feel as if we just started yesterday. I remember walking to my chemistry class in the morning and thinking oh my god, this is going to be a long semester. Now we only have a few weeks left and we still start the new semester. I think I will be more comfortable with the new semester with going to all my classes. I am still kind of nervous if i go to the wrong room or something like that. I do not like new things or change. I know that change is a good thing, but it scares me and I know it scares other people. I just do not like meeting new people and having to get use to a new teacher. I have classes in new buildings that I have never been in before and I don't know where any of the classrooms are. I do not like that I won't know anyone in my classes that I can talk to. I feel like time flies by anymore. I remember being in elementary school and thinking that the school year took forever. My high school years flew by and it only seemed like i was in school for a year. My senior year went by the fastest. I feel likeI was only in school for 2 months instead of nine months. It is very scary knowing I am growing up and very fast. I hope that life slows down a little bit and it lets me enjoy it.
I know that everyone likes different kinds of music for their own reasons. I personally would prefer country music over any other music. If I had to choose a second favorite it would be the older rock songs by 3 doors down, red hot chili peppers, three days grace, and seether. I know a lot of people think country music is stupid and is about trucks and hillbillies and mommas. If you honestly think about it though, it isn't like that at all. I can relate to every single country song in some way or another. I know that everyone else can relate to at least one country music song even if they don't like country music. Country music makes me feel good about myself and it puts me in a better mood. I personally like to be out in the country and ride four wheelers and ride in big trucks (ford preferably). Me and my friends like to go out to a woods on an abandoned road in summer and ride four wheelers and have huge bonfires. When we do all of this, we like to jam out to country music. Most people like to hang out with us because we are fun and random and just like to have fun. We go swimming in rivers and make rope swings when we are hot on summer nights. No one cares what you look like there, all the girls go out with no make up on and jeans and a t-shirt. We always end up muddy and no one judges there. We all like the same things and are only there to have fun. If you listen to most country songs it is all about what me and my friends like to do. We can relate to all country songs and it is like we are truly living a country song. I honestly think that Wendel Mobley who is a famous song writer for Jason Aldean could make an awesome song about me and my friends. Wendel Mobley is from Celina, Ohio and that is were I am from. He knows how it is to live in a small country town and to make your own fun. He lived the days here back then as we do now. If you listen to most Jason Aldean songs they are about Ohio and swinging off rope swings and getting muddy. That is why I live and breath country music. Everyone has a reason why they like a certain genre of music, and this blog is why I love country music over any other genre.
Nothing in this world is harder to see than to see your best friend getting pregnant and the father not being around. My best friend Lizzy got pregnant when she was 18 and it was a one night hook up. I was with her the day she found out she was pregnant and she did nothing but cry and I couldn't do anything but try to comfort her. She cried all the time during her pregnancy because the father just did not want anything to do with her. He denied that the kid was even his, even though we all knew it was his. She went on being depressed because her babys dad didn't want to be with her. On July 1st little Owen was born. Lizzy of course was happy and Dustin was there for her but he just didn't want to be with her. He would call her fat and ugly and he would never be with her. I tried talking to him about being so mean but nothing worked. Owen is now 1 and a half and Lizzy is still upset that Dustin doesn't want to be with her. I don't blame her, to have a kid with someone and not be with them has to be so hard. Dustin helps and is a very good dad but something is still missing between them. I am like a father to Owen and I would do anything for that kid. Nights like tonight just make me never want to be in her position, she cries all the time and is depressed because she does not feel beautiful in this world. It makes me sad for her and want to help her but I can't, she just doesn't understand why Dustin doesn't want to be with her. Seeing her be like that makes me realize that that sight is one thing in this world that is horrible to witness.
It is hard to believe that my first semester as a college student is almost over. I feel as if we just started yesterday. I remember walking to my chemistry class in the morning and thinking oh my god, this is going to be a long semester. Now we only have a few weeks left and we still start the new semester. I think I will be more comfortable with the new semester with going to all my classes. I am still kind of nervous if i go to the wrong room or something like that. I do not like new things or change. I know that change is a good thing, but it scares me and I know it scares other people. I just do not like meeting new people and having to get use to a new teacher. I have classes in new buildings that I have never been in before and I don't know where any of the classrooms are. I do not like that I won't know anyone in my classes that I can talk to. I feel like time flies by anymore. I remember being in elementary school and thinking that the school year took forever. My high school years flew by and it only seemed like i was in school for a year. My senior year went by the fastest. I feel likeI was only in school for 2 months instead of nine months. It is very scary knowing I am growing up and very fast. I hope that life slows down a little bit and it lets me enjoy it.
ReplyDeleteI know that everyone likes different kinds of music for their own reasons. I personally would prefer country music over any other music. If I had to choose a second favorite it would be the older rock songs by 3 doors down, red hot chili peppers, three days grace, and seether. I know a lot of people think country music is stupid and is about trucks and hillbillies and mommas. If you honestly think about it though, it isn't like that at all. I can relate to every single country song in some way or another. I know that everyone else can relate to at least one country music song even if they don't like country music. Country music makes me feel good about myself and it puts me in a better mood. I personally like to be out in the country and ride four wheelers and ride in big trucks (ford preferably). Me and my friends like to go out to a woods on an abandoned road in summer and ride four wheelers and have huge bonfires. When we do all of this, we like to jam out to country music. Most people like to hang out with us because we are fun and random and just like to have fun. We go swimming in rivers and make rope swings when we are hot on summer nights. No one cares what you look like there, all the girls go out with no make up on and jeans and a t-shirt. We always end up muddy and no one judges there. We all like the same things and are only there to have fun. If you listen to most country songs it is all about what me and my friends like to do. We can relate to all country songs and it is like we are truly living a country song. I honestly think that Wendel Mobley who is a famous song writer for Jason Aldean could make an awesome song about me and my friends. Wendel Mobley is from Celina, Ohio and that is were I am from. He knows how it is to live in a small country town and to make your own fun. He lived the days here back then as we do now. If you listen to most Jason Aldean songs they are about Ohio and swinging off rope swings and getting muddy. That is why I live and breath country music. Everyone has a reason why they like a certain genre of music, and this blog is why I love country music over any other genre.
ReplyDeleteNothing in this world is harder to see than to see your best friend getting pregnant and the father not being around. My best friend Lizzy got pregnant when she was 18 and it was a one night hook up. I was with her the day she found out she was pregnant and she did nothing but cry and I couldn't do anything but try to comfort her. She cried all the time during her pregnancy because the father just did not want anything to do with her. He denied that the kid was even his, even though we all knew it was his. She went on being depressed because her babys dad didn't want to be with her. On July 1st little Owen was born. Lizzy of course was happy and Dustin was there for her but he just didn't want to be with her. He would call her fat and ugly and he would never be with her. I tried talking to him about being so mean but nothing worked. Owen is now 1 and a half and Lizzy is still upset that Dustin doesn't want to be with her. I don't blame her, to have a kid with someone and not be with them has to be so hard. Dustin helps and is a very good dad but something is still missing between them. I am like a father to Owen and I would do anything for that kid. Nights like tonight just make me never want to be in her position, she cries all the time and is depressed because she does not feel beautiful in this world. It makes me sad for her and want to help her but I can't, she just doesn't understand why Dustin doesn't want to be with her. Seeing her be like that makes me realize that that sight is one thing in this world that is horrible to witness.
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